Been awhile....but 6.2 lbs in 7 days

I am doing great. I fell of the wagon 2 different days. The 2nd time that I didn't blog about was on Friday. There was so much going on in my life emotionally but I tried not to make that an excuse. I went to the mall to pick up something and I decided to ask the survey people what they had (paid for my opinion..SURE). He had an ice cream taste test...hhhmmmm let me thing...YEP I will do it. I tested 4 diff choc ice creams. Got paid $5. Not bad. But to be honest I felt sick within 20 min of it. I had not had that kind of sugar intake in a week. Oh well I didn't stop there. Mom and I went to Outback. I had fries..oh and they were good. Then I went to A bible study with some wonderful friends and we pigged. I felt so sick and so uncomfortable. I realized that the amount of food I consumed was stretching the size of my stomach. YUCK.

This weekend began rough. No details I will be sharing but I ran to Turkey Hill after being very upset and I was going to get a FV capp. I had to get milk because we ran out but dang it I deserved a FV. Well that day was supposed to be 1 of 2 cleanse days. I got there and was excited. I grabbed the cup placed it in the machine and stopped. What am I doing? will this really heal my heart? NOPE! So I put the cup back. This may seem small to any who reads this but it is HUGE in my world.

Anyway I went home and I cleansed yesterday. That means you are only drinking the provide tropical juice. 4oz every 4 hours. I also had 2 apples and 5 almonds and half a bag of baby carrots. Yes that is cheating by the way. If you can do it with out any other food besides the wafers DO IT. I was not able to. I went to bed so hungry. But I got on the scale and I am down to 150. Man I was so happy but then I remembered...crap I was just 140 not to long ago. OK stinking thinking..done with that. I am celebrating that I lost 6.2 lbs in 7 days so far. YES...loving that.

Today is a cleanse day. I got church this morning...enjoying the beautiful day and then the kids to Awana's this evening. I will post the measurements in the morning since it will the end of week 1. By the way I am 1 week without caffeine.